Tuesday, May 20, 2008

May 19th

Hari-hari kerjanya...
Melemparkan senyuman manis pada PA Dean
Pastu tanya, " KJ ada? ada hal sket nak bincang."
Jika KJ ada, makna nya wujudlah sesuatu yang bermanafaat. Jika tidak...

Syukur. Segala nya berjalan lancar walaupun otak tak berapa lancar. Untuk Master, UKM menjadi pilihan. Luar negeri terpaksa dilupakan hatta tiada restu ibu. Alahai...

Permohonan sudah dihantar. Tunggu tawaran. Meeting cuti belajar dan biasiswa. And here i come!

From Food Biotechnology to Postharvest Biology and Technology. Sounds bad huh? I'm going to agriculture.

Live ur life as an academic fellow wasn't great. Trust me. The only job is to find a place to continue ur study. Duration is 6 months. Things that matter is the salary. Not bad.

As long as u're an academic fellow, not allowed to involve in lecture, marking paper etc. How B.O.R.I.N.G! i love meeting with people a.k.a students

Circumtances are different. When u're no longer a student, people treats u just like u're adult enough to handle it. Smart enough to solve it. Sounds harsh but this is academic people life. I begin to understand.

Last week, i had a meeting with TNC (Tim. Naib. Caunselor). Told to finish the postgrad study as fast as u can, get married and have child as many as u can while u're still young and as a researcher and a lecturer three matters have been points out:

Mengajar. Menyelidik. Menulis.

And for me, whether u publish or perish. heh

Just can't believe it. Dare enough?

4 comments:

Shana said...

Scary!! Bak kata kak shayda, baik jd makcik cleaner je. Hahahahaha...

Nurhidayati Abd Aziz said...

Yati teringat ada dialog dua doktor dalam series ER:

"I thought I could show these students something. I am supposed to have passion.

But all I did are these simple procedures.

The students wanted to see something else."

"Carter, it's not about passion. You do your work, day in and day out of practice. One day you realize and it's already been 10 years.

It's the collective 10 years of work at the ER you would see, not your passion."

Dearest Ann,

Bertahan, our prayers are with you! :)

Much love,
Yati.

moon said...

hi, gudluck for ur study! and ur fellow under univ mane (is it UKM?)

Ann said...

@arshana
makcik cleaner? saya sudi!!!

@ati
not to worry. Insya allah i will keep pursuing! anyway thanks alot!

@moon
thanks. saya felo uni M'sia T'ganu yg dahulunya di kenali sbg kustem.