Friday, December 30, 2005

So Long, Dude!

Wow, I haven't been writing for quite sometime - both here and my blog. I don't know what keeps me busy, or rather 'occupied' - but I'm sure I found myself pretty too much things to be thought about I end up with nothing to be written once I reach for the keyboard.

Unbelievable? Believe it.

Updates, updates, updates - nothing much to tell. Academic life is okay, four quizzes has passed. Social life is pretty much the same, few friends and colleagues are all doing fine Alhamdulillah. Personal life? Sucks, but hey, I'm as happy as I can be.

Life doesn't always turn out the way you plan, I remember someone's quoting that.

Alas, I found myself a little bit of motivation to keep me going on, a glimmer of hope, a drop of inspiration. Though it might from times to times slip away, but I can do one day at a time - I'm confident of that.

So long, I will be back for some another time.

*Ever feel like one day you wake up, from a dream so sweet it holds you deep into sleep - and then when you open your eyes, it hits you; a pang of sudden emptiness - it was not real. You feel inside you crumbles, shattered into pieces - and it hurts very much?

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

mengenali cita-cita terpendam anda

assalamualaikum semua! setelah agak lama membuat kajian akhirnya saya rasa sudah sampai masanya saya menerbitkan hasil kajian saya. hasil kajian ni adalah dari apa yang saya lihat, bukan dari dengar2 cakap orang atau sumber2 yang mengarut. mungkin lepas ni korang akan sedar kelebihan masing2 yang terpendam dan seterusnya merealisasikan cita-cita terpendam tu.....

Mun: mun suka menyanyi dan penyanyi kegemarannya tentu sekali kumpulan nasyid Zulfan dan Barbara Streisand(mun ada pengalaman manis ngan nama Barbara Streisand) . jadi saya fikir dia nak jadi penyanyi agaknya. pastu sejak akhir2 ni dia macam berminat nak jadi pengacara rancangan A-R-T attack dan selalu jugak pegi website seorang hero korea (nama dirahsiakan)...

Che Ann: saya amat yakin satu hari nanti Ann boleh jadi jurulatih taekwondo. kalo korang nak tahu, Ann sangat pakar melakukan aksi taekwondo especially "side kick". kalau tak caya, suruh ar dia demonstrate.

Sitot: sitot pulak suka sangat mendengar, melihat, dan mendekati kaset2, tak pun cd2 "minus one"....mungkin dia minat nak bukak kedai kaset dan cd "minus one" bila dah abis belajar nanti. kot-kot lah.

Yati: semua orang tahu dia nak bukak kedai buku. tapi ramai yang tak tahu dia sebenarnya minat jugak nak bukak recycling center. sebab, tiap kali saya tanya" yati, barang2 macam ni biasanya yati simpan kat mana?". yati akan jawab sambil tersengih "yati suka buang je". bila saya tanya lagi pada hari yang lain dan untuk barang2 lain, dia tetap akan jawab masih lagi sambil tersengih "yati suka buang je". jadi sudah terang lagi bersuluh inilah cita2 terpendamnya..membuka sebuah recycling center.

Arshana: fuh! sangat sukakan lagu2 jepun yang agak rock. bila saya tanya kenapa, ini yang dia selalu jawab "Janji rock!". dia jugak tak leh berpisah ngan dia punya MP3. mungkin dia akan bukak kedai MP3 agaknya. saya rasa dia berkira2 untuk namakan kedainya "Kedai MP3 budak2 comel"

Kak Opie: mula2 agak susah jugak saya nak kenal pasti cita2 terpendam kak opie. tapi bila saya perhatikan betul2 bila kitorang sebut pape pasal French, kak opie akan menyatukan kedua2 tangannya dan meletakkannya di bawah dagu sambil berkata" Akak sangat suka French food", matanya juga bersinar2. jadi saya agak kak opie teringin sekali nak bukak restoran makanan Perancis.

Isma: saya dan isma selalu mengurat, maksud saya mengarut. kami selalu berangan nak jadi orang kaya, jadi datin, jadi businesswoman yang berjaya seantero dunia. cita2 kami memang tinggi. namun demikian, apa yang saya perhatikan isma selalu berangan nak bukak kedai emas dan zhulian. dia memang minat habislah. ari tu dia dah fikir nak namakan kedainya "Kedai Emas dan Zhulian (Isma & anak2)". jgn marah ye saya pecahkan rahsia awak. kami pun agak suka mengorat sebenarnya... especially ngan pak cik2 bas UIA sebab takut kena tinggal. kalo kena tinggal nanti kena jalan kaki.huhu~

sekarang nak cakap pasal budak laki pulak. kalo pasal budak laki ni saya tak pasti sangat. sebab tak rapat sangat ngan diorang. tapi ini hasil pemerhatian saya...

amer: selalu cakap pasal jadi student ni tak leh blajar aje, kena bersukan jugak. itulah ayat biasa dia. mungkin dia nak jadi ahli sukan kot

hajarfauzan: hajar sangat suka bergosip dan mencipta gosip2 baru.(tapi dia budak baik). saya rasa satu hari nanti dia mungkin boleh jadi hos untuk ranncangan "Tanya Hajar" tak pun "HF Live". sejak akhir ni saya dapat tahu dia tengah diet. bagus, bagus.

Lutfi: yang ni saya tak berapa tahu sangat. sebab kami jarang sekali berkomunikasi. kalo cakap pun pasal nak balik kampung. Contoh soalan yang ditanya:
1) balik bile?
2) balik nge mende?
sebab kami duk satu negeri. cuma dia duk kat bandar saya pulak duk kat pedalaman. rumah dia dikelilingi pantai, rumah saya pulak dikelilingi sawah2 padi yang menghijau.(pompuan memang suka cakap panjang2). jadi saya tak tahu apakah cita2 terpendamnya.

sekian sahaja untuk kali ini. Harap2 korang tak kecik ati kalo ada tersalah bahasa. ni semua apa yang saya rasa. dan tak semestinya betul. cuma kalo rasa korang memang ke arah cita2 yang disebutkan di atas, korang boleh berusaha dari sekarang. sekali lagi mintak maaf ye.
ni semua dihasilkan sebab dah tak larat nak tulis esei ungs.
oklah, semoga jumpa lagi!

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Life is Beautiful

It's funny how life always takes turn to make clear to you, to teach you lessons of what is hapiness gained and hapiness lost.

I had a great time reading a book today, If You Could See Me Now written by the Irish writer Cecelia Ahern. The book is magical, you see. I couldn't put it down and was helplessly smiling, and laughing along the way I read it. I finished it in one whole day.

Feeling yet excited and fresh, the book really made my day.

Then, as much as I was happy something turned up - as if it's been waiting for me all the time in the dark, waiting for the right moment to sprang upon me - a dear friend had passed away, nearly a month ago, and I just know it.

A feeling of guilt welled up inside me, where have I been all this while? I was being so selfish and self-absorbed I didn't managed to even throw a single sms to get in touch - I would've known earlier.

Astaghfirullah, I'm speechless at my insensitive self.

You know, this dear friend of mine is very special to me - I had only known her for less than 24 hours. Nenek; as she called herself when she talked to me. Being a company to elderly is strange to me, but I'm easily drawn to them as I had never have the experience of having grandparents. Nenek was one of all who made me at ease, I was at a Kenduri and she was the one I'd look up to for protection when I felt lost.

Our companionship may be only for a brief time; but Nenek is someone I'd remember forever.

Al-Fatihah.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Finale!!!

Everything seems to fall back into places, I guess.

We couldn't take EOP, and having UNGS 2050 as the replacement instead. There's plenty of spare time this semester, Environmental group won't be having any classes the entire Monday, Wednesday, and Friday morning. I'm not sure how would I make of that - I'm a morning person.

Yes, moving on - I'm planning to throw a small makan-makan project next week (why does it always have to be me? haha) - It was originally proposed to be held on 24th of Dec, coincidentally (is there such a word?) a day before Arshana's birthday.

However, since the Food group will not be having their lab on that day - then Friday will do but on the afternoon is quite not possible because Environmental people have class. What about night? Will Arshana be willing to sacrifice her time going home? :)

Anyway, the makan-makan project is of course none other than Domino's Pizza. We still have plenty of coupon from the last time, and the expiry date would be by the end of this month. Thus, thou shall waste not!

Okay, this will be the end of it.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Aussie Mate?

The Kulliyyah of Science has decided to have an educational trip to Australia. Sounds real fun. It's from 8th May to 14th May, 2005. 6 days. Purely educational. Most of the places the students would be visiting are research centers, museums, universities and the like.

On the other hand, only 18 students will be going. Bummer. That's way too little. Those who are going are to pay RM 2000.00. Quite a steal if you ask me. Even the ticket would cost that much if we were to go on our own. But I suppose it's subsidized, so they can't send a lot of students.

Those interested are supposed to fill up the form, which was snapped up so fast. Good thing we managed to get ourselves one. In the form, you're supposed to write in your details, CGPA and a 'slogan'. Describe why you should go to Perth, Australia. Dang. I hate slogans.

Some were saying that we can't make it, if we are chosen, cause our practical training is during that time. I heard that one girl is trying to get them to move the date of the trip so that it would fall during the in-between semesters break, instead of during the short semester itself. Well, hope everything turns our fine.

So, you guys wanna go? ;)

Monday, December 12, 2005

The Need To Define Oneself

As of now I'm thinking, of why we need to like something; to hate something; to be obsessed about something; and to be scared about something.

For some reason, I think we have to have something that is uniquely ours - because we want to define who we are, because we want to tell others, to make clear to them - this is who I am.

I'm not satisfied with the answer, but this is what I've come to so far.

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

3rd Year, It's Different and It's Difficult.

Alas, the new semester has started along with all its mess and confusions - we're now offically third year students, and old.

Few changes are certain this semester, though of course, temporarily - nevertheless, it's inevitable.

Being no longer in the same class with others is quite different. At least part of the conversations is doomed to be incomprehensable, like when Arshana is talking about her food lab gadgets while Yati otherwise is talking about her unending animal rights fight. Imaginatively speaking, that is.

No more thought-sharing sessions cum plagiarizing for lab reports, or rantings of tiredness from the similar mounting assignments or intolerable lecturers and of course the end-semester final exam discussion rituals.

Well, in one way or another, we'll live through it in the end.

It's kind of lonely too, this semester. Well, I didn't mean lonely - of not having a friend or a lover of any kind. It's more of lonely - quiet, peace, solitude - but sometimes it hurts likewise.

Unlike the freshman, as they were excited of exploring the new atmosphere, finding new friends, looking for opportunities in clubs in societies. Being a sophomore is quite not the same I figured out, as we're near the finish line - we have enough friends, we have a clear thought of what we want in life, and the remainings to be finished is just, to be finished.

We had enough of confusions and questions, of trying something new or uncertain - what we need is more answers, and a constant dose of happiness in the rest of of this journey.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Worry Less, Have Fun More!

The new semester is just a week away, as usual I'm both anxious and excited. To think of the mounting tasks awaits, and the unknown path lying down waiting to be explored - I might as well become paranoid. But hey, leave the future alone - let's enjoy the moment we have.

I'm summarizing funs and adventures we, the Biotechnologist-to-Be councils had last semester, in a chronological order; and few pictures for a glimpse of the moments.

1. Five of us attended a forum: Perigi Cari Timba, out of our yet boring days. It was merely for fun! Even few people surprised upon knowing us being there, for reasons we understand. It was my first time attending such event (haha, freak!), we got ourselves the first front seat (hey, it better be worth it right?), and voila!


The panellists were amazing and the bands performing, though to music people, may be average, but well, it's live!

However, there's one thing to note; when we bought the ticket, the girl told us we might as well come early for opportunity to meet the panellists a.k.a the celebrities. I don't know if it was our nature of being naive and nerds, but yes, we did came early in the evening just to find out we were the only ones and the artists were not even there yet. Even the committee seems to be confused of our early presence and it was clear on their face the "Who are these girls, from Mars?"-kind of-expression.

It was quite embarassing, but we just laugh at ourselves. :)

2. We got ourselves into the Ghost House during iFEST and we watched Norly performed with her Capoeira groups. I haven't had such thrills since forever, we screamed at the top of our lungs though I barely saw the ghost. (I shut my eyes all the time, and let Mun and Sitot lead the way.)


1. We had a fun visit to MIHAS 2005, located at Mines Resort City. Apart from the excitement of the exhibitions, we also had our (my first!) truly breathtaking water taxi ride.

3. A journey to KLAquaria! Needless to say, we already presented our 'so-called-findings' to the whole class.


4. We had our semester-ly Domino's dinner, though it was quite simple this time. Both Arshana and I bought our camera, alas, we failed to take any pictures except after everyone has gone back. So we ended up posing at Musolla Engin to console ourselves, so to speak.

5. Another spontaneous activity, we decided to give Ummatic Week booths a visit after Bioprocess's lab. We took pictures like crazy, and we had a great time indeed!


5. Water shortage's days out; this was what we didn't tell most people. Adding to the fact that there were no water supply at UIA, our difficulty of going out without transport, we actually opted to stay outside for some new adventures. We had a night at Flamingo Hotel, and another two nights at Palace Hotel. Thanks to Arshana, Amer and Lutfi; of course.

We had some fun, most of the time just lying around, watch TV, read books, and get ourselves into deep girls talk. :p No pictures, though - confidential and classified.

5. Picnic@FRIM - Fauzan had described the details extensively in his blog; complete with pictures too.

6. Buka puasa @ Chicken Rice Shop - No pictures, yet to be submitted by the photographers of the day; Ann and Mun.

More adventures in the future? Bring it on.

Saturday, November 26, 2005

Petition To Prime Minister

Society for Prevention of Cruelty on Animals (SPCA) is making an appeal to Prime Minister to amend the law protecting animal in Malaysia. Previously, the fine for animal cruelty is RM 200. This petition is hoped to raise the fine to RM 10,000.

Click on the banner for more information.

Listen, even if you're not an animal lover or animal activist; it wouldn't kill you just to sign the petition right? A few clicks, and voila! You made a difference. If that's not convincing enough, please do it on behalf of your friends who love animals, ok? :)

My cat Sassy is on her estrus cycle, yet again. It's funny to think how nature plays its role so well, there were two outstanding male cats around my neighbourhood; and Sassy indeed picked the best; the bigger, more beautiful (orange color and fluffy), and more masculine (haha!). The prospect of having another kittens, both exhilarating but worrying.

I'm thinking of hiring a caretaker (RM 200 for 4 months; food, litter sand are all provided - on weekends only.), but here in Kelantan it is quite out of place to hire a person just to look after cats. Another options, to persuade my dad to build a nice, and really BIG sangkar for them outside the house. So they can play comfortably but at the same time can be locked whenever the family members are not home.

We had two sangkars before this, but small ones when the kittens were still babies. We had to let them out so they get to play. But the results, one got hit by my dad's car, the others went missing or were picked by the children around the kampung (being an English Tabby cats they were, who wouldn't want them?). A nerve-racking experience!

Can't wait to be financially independent, I will have as many cats I can have!

Friday, November 25, 2005

Cryonics

There was an article in the papers recently about cryonics. I'm sure all of us know some basics regarding this. For those who might have forgotten or didn't know, in case we have outside visitors beside the 11 of us here, it is the freezing of cells in liquid nitrogen. These frozen cells can be kept forever as long as the liquid nitrogen is not exhausted, but it must also be kept in mind that liquid nitrogen is not cheap.

Back to the article, it mentioned about a company, Alcor, which is based in USA which deals with freezing of dead bodies and heads. To freeze dead bodies is much more expensive than the head, thus, head freezing is much more preferred. Besides that, freezing the head is much more easier, apparently.

In the process, all the body fluids are removed and will be replaced with liquid nitrogen as quickly as possible to prevent any damage to the body. A usual scenario in the scientific community, there is always an opposition. Frozen cells can be still viable if it is handled properly. But frozen body might not yield the same result. Experiments have been done with animals and all were failures.

This whole idea of freezing a person reminds me of the movie Demolition Man, which I used to fondly call it Dalmation Man. I was small at that time. In that movie, the character played by Sylvester Stallone and the bad guy (Wesley Snipes) were frozen for many years and then they were 'awakened'. They were all fine with no damage at all to their bodies. But that is Hollywood after all.

In my personal opinion, I think this is clearly impossible. Once a person dies, there is no way you can bring them back to life through this kind of technology. What these people believe is that maybe in the future, there would be some sort of technology that could cure their severe diseases, which actually caused their death in the first place. Death is inevitable. Everyone should accept that.

This brings us to another issue, wanting to live forever. (There was also a movie about this, but I forgot what it was called.) Why would anyone want that? As the days go by, everyone ages. You might live forever, but at the same time you'll be aging. You cannot possibly do the same activities you did when you were younger. Of course you can inject as much chemicals as you wish into your body believing it can actually help. But to what extend can it really help? Then there's always plastic surgery. It might the aging on the outside. But what about the organs on the inside?

Wouldn't living forever be boring? *yawns*

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Just For Fun; I'm Bored.

I've been watching What a Girl Wants movie the third time, for two reasons; Oliver James and awesome songs. The storyline is quite typical, but fun nonetheless. Most of all, the songs are all that keep me glued in front of TV; this is my favorite - Half Life by Duncan Sheik.

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear

before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear
It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends
maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man

I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out
but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me
and you are another mystery i am missing
It takes so much out of me to pretend

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

Lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time of any kind
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

'cause lately something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life,
without you I am breaking down
wake me, let me see the daylight
save me from this half-life
let's you and I escape
escape from time
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
come on lets fall in love
again

Is UIA Becoming Paranoid Or What?

Something funny happened this morning.

I was in the midst of writing when I received a letter from UIA. At first I thought it was regarding the fine I have to pay, though I think it's little less important to be sent out all the way from KL to KB. Then, I noticed the heading; it was from Office of The Rector, Student Affairs.

These are the thoughts that came to my head;

1. I'm being warned about me being especially dormant in co-curicullar activities; but that's highly improbable.
2. I got an award! =p Impossible because I did nothing special these past two years.
3. They want me to participate in something? Nah.

Then, I opened the letter and I read.

"Ceh." That's all I said.

It turned out to be a warning letter and 3 pages of discipline articles, prohibiting students from taking parts in the election of Pengkalan Pasir taking place at Kelantan this early December. I assumed they send the letter to all Kelantanese students; so much for having the privilege of being a Kelantanese.

Though at my part, I'd say they picked up the wrong person because I never cared about politics and stuffs. For me politics is ugly, and I will not change my mind about it.

However, is it actually really necessary, sending all these warning letters?

A learning institution should have its own credibility, there are so many other things to be concerned about rather than this; pity.

*Notice:
1. Examination result will be out on November 28 after 6 pm. (I have a compound to be settled, I might not be able to have my results until I'm back at UIA later, huhu~ can I pay it online?)
2. Web-based add and drop duration for us is on Dec 1, after midnight. Girls, remember to drop our Skills subject, that we'll settle at CCAC later.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Dr. Klaus Wahle

I got my Bluetooth USB adapter. So, I decided to put up Dr. Wahle's picture from his talk which I wrote about previously.





Sunday, November 20, 2005

7 Things Tag - Ati's.

I found this tag at some random blog, and decided to give it a try. Why don't you guys follow it up? One way of us knowing each other better, and it's fun too!

Seven things to do before I die:

1) To love, and to be loved
2) Perform hajj and umrah
3) Open a bookstore
4) Watch aurora borealis
5) Travel the world; Beijing, Vietnam, Cambodia
6) Adopt a child
7) Write a book

Seven things I just can't do:

1) Tolerate animal cruelty
2) Accept unpunctuality
3) Eat durian
4) Not listening to music
5) Not having a cat in house
6) Live in a mess
7) Leave butter out of my diet

Seven celebrity crushes:

1) Bryan Adams
2) Jude Law
3) John Cusack
4) Oliver James
5) Robert Pattinson
6) Simon Jackson
7) Prince Henry Charles Albert David

Seven oft-repeated words/phrases:

1) Oh, ok.
2) Everyone's different!
3) Well,
4) In sya Allah
5) Aha,
6) Ikutlah.
7) Sassy...

Seven things that attract me to the opposite sex:

1) Passionate eyes
2) Unkempt hair
3) Gentle manners
4) Have a knack for spontaneous adventures
5) Love of poetry, and arts
6) Ability to confront me when I'm wrong
7) Not intimidated by my personality

Tags: each members of Biotechnologist-to-Be.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

blogging with Budapest in sight

since the so-called telephone line is not yet installed in my neighbourhood,i cannot log myself onto the internet.but,with the help from my Wanchu, i managed to 'sneak' into her office and browsed the net hehe.oh my, too many entries to be read.and to be digested too of course.i can't possibly put into words how boring this holiday is.apart from doing the usual 'cinderella's chores', nothing much can be done.oh yes, like fauzan, i read too.i'm currently reading an antology, Di Bawah Kerdip Lampu, Di Atas Pentas Itu.can't wait to see what next semester has to offer*dreaming eyes*

Friday, November 18, 2005

What is Education to You?

As usual, I was reading today's newspaper over a hot cup of coffee, which was quite good considering that I did it myself. *ahem*

Then I came across an article about the MTV VJ Hunt winner. Not that I care of actually, but DiGi was ever so kind to continually send me reminders of this event, it was hard to pass by any article related to this. The winner was a 20-year old fellow. I do not wish to further dwindle on his private life.

Moving on, he said something which obviously caught my attention and hence the reason for this post.

"So far, none of the permanent fixtures on the MTV Asia roster includes a Malaysian, and this is something that Aiman hopes to change, even if it means putting his studies on hold."

"Studies are something that you can go back to, even when you’re 30 or 40. But how many chances do you get to be an MTV VJ?"

Really?

I beg to differ. For me, education is the most important thing in my life. It makes living even more worthwhile. And of course there's the sunnah about it, which makes it even more important. Given the current situation, as compared to the olden days, we now have more comfort in acquiring knowledge. You don't see anyone riding a camel from Egypt all the way to China to seek knowledge. And there's also a vast area of knowledge to study, ranging from medicine to botany, engineering to architecture, etc. So, logically seeking knowledge is a lot more easier physically as compared to last time.

So, why is it when a person can continue pursuing education, that person suddenly decides to quit to pursue something else? In case of our VJ here, he left his education to pursue VJ-ing. One can claim that this is another sort of 'knowledge'. But seriously, can anyone benefit from it? There's a few things which doesn't really qualify as a type of knowledge. Same goes for actors, actresses, singers and the like. For me, this people are just around to entertain us. Nothing more.

Of course the VJ claims that "education can wait". That means, in future if he feels like continuing his studies, he will just pop back in. But from a few people I know of, it is extremely difficult to go back into studies once you're working, post-graduate studies apart. It's just difficult to adjust back into studying mode once you're used to working mode.

How 'bout when you're 30 or 40? Heh. Fate is not in our hands. What if you don't live upto 30 or 40? Wouldn't it be too late to regret?

I have nothing against this VJ. I just want to point out how important education is. You should do it when you have the chance. At the very moment. It isn't something you should put on hold, as you never know what the next day awaits you.

Article relating the VJ can be found here.

Notice: Textbook Chronicles.

salam and Selamat Hari Raya,

About the course Natural Resources Management, I'm just the coordinator but not the lecturer.For your information , for the course there will 3 part time lecturers to teach the course. Since the course can be divided into 3 main components which are forest/wildlife management, geology and marine/water resources, I'm now searching and looking for the experts to teach ecah respective components. For marine/water resources, I already managed to find one professor who used to work with Alam Sekitar Malaysia. For wildlife/forest management, I'm trying to contact someone from Perhilitan.

So for the references, I'm yet to discuss with the lecturers but as far that I know for last semester the students are not required to buy any textbook, since the course covers a lot of different components. So there is no specific book for Natural Resources. Anyway, I will inform you about any updates on this course.

Wassalam,

Cheers,
Sr. Zarina

Thursday, November 17, 2005

When Orochimaru get bored...this happened

Ada masanya
Yang tersirat
Yang tersurat
Adalah sama

Ada masanya
Pada seronok mengejar impian
Kita terlupa
Ada kecewa selain bahagia

Ada masanya
Hati ini tersilap
Silap nilai
Silap faham

Ada masanya
Kita perlu berani
Berani untuk memulakan
Berani untuk menamatkan
Walaupun kita tahu tewas

Ada masanya
Penantian itu menyakinkan
Namun ada yang menyakitkan
Sakit yang hanya dirawat dengan masa

Ada masanya
Kita rimas dengan kehadirannya
Tak sedar kasihnya
Tak tahu cintanya

Sampai masa
Kita runsing dengan ketiadaannya
Baru sedar pengertiannya
Baru tahu pengorbanannya

November 5, 10.38 am

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Those Good Old Days

I was going through my archive files, and I found few sketches I did and the resulting colored files one year back. Wow, I thought; I forgot already how I did these.

I remember being drowned by stacks of GEMPAK, with few different pencils and A4 papers. Twisting around different images, trying to make one of my own. I remember going online, looking for different Photoshop tutorials just to get my sketches inked and colored and having online tutoring with few of my comic experts friends.

I was excited, and enthusiastic.

Not long after, I decided to stop abruptly. I didn't give any reasons, any justifications, or any excuses. Simply because I didn't want to disappoint myself.

There are so much to be handled, I thought. To be a science researcher, a writer, a bookshop owner, and a comic artist too? I thought, before I succumb myself to the hands of fate and face failure; I decided to win it over, I quit.

Of course, I was wrong.

*I watched Jamie's School Dinner last night. My, he's fabulous! I was immensely inspired, and Jamie Oliver has earned himself a respect from me. Now I'm thinking of looking for the DVD, oh money money.

Oh yes, and I want to share this sentence I took from Jamie's The Naked Chef 2 cookbook, I can't stop laughing everytime I read it.

I like to have some grilled bacon over my corn pancakes, drizzled with a little maple syrup. This sounds bloody horrid but it honestly tastes pukka!

I know, I know; stop talking about Jamie Oliver!

Monday, November 14, 2005

For the Food People

Here's the replies I received from the lecturers. Will update from time-to-time.

  1. Dr. Elwathig:

    Walaikum Assalam wrt. wbrt.
    Dan Eid mubarak to all of you. Thanks a lot for your message. Till now I'm not sure that I am going to be the lecturer for (SBT 4534). But for this course any book of Analytical Chemistry, advanced analytical Chemistry, will help a lot as well as those have some chapters on instrumental analysis. Any how I shall do some search in our main library and send to you more information about this matter.
    Thank you once more
    Yours
    Elwathiq


  2. Dr. Huzwah:

    Dear Arshana,
    For food biotechnology we are using Introduction to food biotechnology, Perry Johnson-Green, CRC series in contemporary food science, ISBN 0-8493-1152-7
    see you,.
    Dr. Huzwah


  3. Dr. Arokiaraj:

    Attached is a list of recommended books for the course 4532. But then I
    will also give you handouts and printed materials to serve the needs of
    the course.
  • Required Textbooks:

    1. Shrewy, P.R., Napier, J.A. and Davies, P.J. (1998). Engineering Crop Plants for Industrial End Uses, Portland Press Proceedings, Portland Press, London, United Kingdom

    2. Miesfeld, R. (1999). Applied Molecular Genetics. 1st ed. John Wiley & Sons.

    3. Cunninghan, C.C. (1998). Recombinant Proteins from Plants: Methods in Biotechnology, Vol 3, Humana Press, New Jersey.

    4. Harwood, A. J. (1996). Basic DNA & RNA Protocols. Methods in Molecular Biology, Vol 58, Humana Press, New Jersey.


  • Recommended Books:


    1. Meager, A. (2002). Gene Therapy Technologies, Application & Regulations: From Laboratory to Clinic. John Wiley & Sons.

    2. Simmonds, N. W. (1979). Principles of crop Improvement. Longman Press.

    3. Curiel, D.T & Douglas, J.T. (2002). Vector targeting for therapeutic gene delivery. John Wiley & Sons



    Friday, November 11, 2005

    Hiya, Mate.

    "Now, I'm going to put the yeast in. Johny mate, what exactly is this yeast things? Sort of like spores isn't it?"

    "It's microorganisms."

    "Oh, that sounds very scientific."
    I just laughed out loud, that's so him. I had lunch this afternoon, sitting in front of TV I checked out Travel & Living. That's it, two episodes in a row; The Naked Chef and Oliver's Twist. What an appetizer!
    Reason number 1, eventhough what you're eating at the moment is not so inviting, watching the meals prepared by Jamie Oliver helps out a little bit. Reason number 2, if that's not helping, Jamie Oliver himself is yummy enough.

    Wicked - easy weezy - it's dead easy, mate.

    I can't help but just glued seeing Jamie's animated attitude in his kitchen. I mean, his aura is like just pouring out of himself; the passion and the excitement - it's killing me. Now, we don't get that very much around here, are we? Creativity, the urge to make a difference, and believing what's in yourself.

    Well, the episode today is one of my favorite; bread and dough. More than I know, and tried as I may not to cultivate it; I'm very much attracted to kitchen as much as my mom. And as I get to read books for the rest of the holidays, one problem arises; I become dreamy. Right now I'm thinking - a bread and cookies outlet, which serves breakfast with books is quite an appetite.

    I just noticed one thing, all of my favorite icons; Jude Law, Ian Wright, Jamie Oliver - all of them speaks British accent. Now, that's got to be something.

    Write, Write and Send Away!

    I just finished writing emails to our lecturers enquiring about textbooks. For Environment groups, all are done but Environmental Laws and Policies because I couldn't find the lecturer's details. I've also send one for Natural Resource Management. To Food groups, I shall leave the template here and you guys can use it for Food lecturers. (Specifically noted to Arshana; =p)

    Assalamualaikum Sir, and eid mubarak.

    I'm (name), from Biotechnology class Batch Nov 03/04. My friends and I have been thinking of enquiring you about the textbook we're going to use for next semester. You'll be the lecturer for (course title and code), right, Sir?

    As far as we know, Darul Kutub is no longer operating and how will the university provides books purchasing facility is very much unheard of. Due to these unknown circumstances and unforeseen consequences, my friends and I think it might be advantageous if we know which textbooks to use beforehand and make the order/purchase right away. Otherwise, like previous semesters we'll have to order the books at the beginning of the semester and we're going to only receive it after two weeks to one month, which is very inconducive for us to study without
    any references and at the same time classes are proceeding.

    So, if there's any chance you have finalize the textbook, we would be delighted if you could send us the details of the textbook, and we'll handle the rest by ourselves. Thank you, sir, and looking forward to meet you in class next semester.

    Wassalam and have a nice day. :)

    Well, a man does what he can do, right? Hehe.

    *Updates:

    He he, I can't help but smiling. Got a reply from Dr. Jalal, this is what he said;

    HI

    Walaikum salam and eid mubrak u too. Thank you for yur concern about the book. Don't worry my good student. My class note is sufficient for all of u. Library may have some book. But I have used few books. So, you just follow the library book if u needed. If u really want to buy I will tell u later. Now enjoy ur holiday. Dr. Jalal never wants to give problem to the students. I always think ur problem is my problem. ok. until then ta ta. cheers.

    ur gentle man sirrrr (sedhikit jahat)


    Well, I might want to agree that this whole textbook things is not just about to prepare early for the semester, it also means catching up with lecturers. Too bad we're not going to be with Sr. Anil's class next semester, I would've lighten up little bit reading/listening to her enthusiastic stories.

    Ok, more replies and I will post it here. Oh, yes. Arshana I missed your message this morning, gomennasai.

    *Updated at 1303; reply from Br Faizul;

    Assalamualaikum WBT,

    Actually, I am the coordinator for Environmental Biotechnology. ForNatural
    Resource management, you have to ask Sister Zarina.

    For Environmental Biotechnology, 2 books are required:

    1) Environmental Biotechnology: theory and application. Gareth M. Evans and
    Judith C. Furlong. John Wiley and sons.

    2) Environmental Biotechnology Alan Scragg Longman-Pearson

    For the text book, you can use either one. But Alan Scragg is the
    maintextbook. If all of you want to have this/these book/books, I can arrange
    with the supplier because you cannot find these books in ordinarybookstore and
    its quiet expensive. In fact all the Environmenatl Biotech'sbooks are expensive
    because we dealing with industrial application.Anyway they have special rate for
    student and international edition.

    OK C ya next semester.

    Wassalam



    Already sent a forward email to Sr Zarina. So lonng!

    Thursday, November 10, 2005

    Au Revoir

    It's been awhile since I wrote anything here. Lack of idea perhaps. Or maybe lack of enthusiasm.

    Another 24 days to go before all of us head back to campus life, like it or not. It's been 2 solid years since we've known each other. It has been fun. It has its ups and downs. I never knew anyone from the opposite gender since now. And please refrain yourself from stating that I don't have a social life. I already know that.

    In the semester ahead, we will no longer be in the same class since we'll be taking different concentrations. Not 100% at least. But there's still the nest following semester, and a year after that.

    I sure would miss the LCD + laptop fixing things in the mornings. Eating lunch and dinner together. Copying each others' assignments, not always though.

    Aahhh... Nostalgic.

    Oh well. See you guys next semester. And good luck!

    Of Smallville, Generalization, and Books!

    Chloe: Someday, somehow; you need to share your inner with someone
    Kent: Why?
    Chloe: If not, you will be alone. Nobody will really be with your side.

    Some people might be too sensible to agree with Chloe's statement, but I've always think it's true. Maybe for now I'd think that I'm doing just fine alone, or maybe I'd become dependent on every person I pass through. As I grow up however, I've come to realize that sooner or later I'll need and I'll have someone to share my steps with.

    I'm particularly very much driven by the statement of Dr. M. Scott Peck;

    two person in love are people that are able to live independently of each other but choose to live together.

    and;

    the only way to ensure yourself being loved is to be a person worthy of love.

    II

    I had a conversation with a friend yesterday and I happened to tell the story of situation where a lecturer once made a note on why it was us girls who pick up and assemble the laptop and lcds to the class when there were a bunch of guys whom tasks was usually assigned to. And, remember one of us answered; Kenapa mesti lelaki?

    At the time, yes I was amused. Then this friend of mine added another insight to the situation, which I've come to think about and very much grateful for it to be pointed out. I once wrote in my Friendster profile; people loves to generalize. We tend to associate things generally such as; women are lousy drivers, guys are insensitive.

    Why do we generalize? Why do we not see people as individuals? In case of ours, maybe us, doing those laptop and lcds assembly things, did not represent new-age-capable-independent-women-who-think-that-guys-are-hopeless, maybe it's because that's who we are, regardless of gender, we would be doing the same thing out of the same conscience and awareness.

    Well, I didn't put this idea here to stir up some debate, it would be endless. It's just one point I think worth to be pondered about.

    III

    I bought few books; The Sunday Philosophy Club, Artemis Fowl The Eternity Code and mXe!. Hoopefully these books will keep me going for the remaining holidays. Ati the bookworm gene from now on is actively expressed!

    Oh, yes. I found this really nice quote;

    Blogging: What it reveals are noteworthy, but what it hides is more interesting.

    Intriguing, isn't it?

    Wednesday, November 09, 2005

    Lutfi's personality test - very doubtful though

    Hoho...jumpa mende alah ni kat blog mirul...aku pun acu cuba try test laa...cambest jer...

    You Are 70% Weird

    You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
    But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!


    You Are Chinese Food
    Exotic yet ordinary.People think they've had enough of you, but they're back for more in an hour.


    You Are 80% Boyish and 20% Girlish

    You have a tough exterior - and usually a tough interior to match it.
    You're no nonsense, logical, and very assertive.
    Sometimes you can't understand women at all, even if you're a woman yourself.
    You see things rationally, and don't like to let your emotions get the best of you.


    You Are 20 Years Old

    Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

    13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

    20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

    30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

    40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

    Sunday, November 06, 2005

    Smile!

    Life can be a misery sometimes, and being constantly happy is not an assurance you'd get in a perfect life.

    Sometimes we don't need new information, we just need to be reminded!

    Stop trying to be perfect, have less expectations. Expectations set up for anger and disappointmets.

    Tips to keep cool;

    1. Humility helps - Relax a little. Allow for others to sometimes get what they want.
    2. Decide what is really important in your life - Have things in perspective, and don't get upset over details.
    3. Accept what is - Don't argue with reality, it's a waste of time. When you argue with reality, reality wins!

    Source: Andrew Matthews' Happiness Now.

    Friday, November 04, 2005

    Life Has Never Been Sweeter

    I

    For days you sweat yourself, with tears and blood. You lash out everything in the course of it; sadness, anguish, joys. You yearn, you question, and you wait. It was not easy, but you take anything as it come. This time you had learnt your lesson; that patience is the key.

    Then, when it ends. When the moment comes, even it is for just one second - you have peace. And that moment of peace, you breath it in; all of it. Even there's more to come later, you do not let the moment pass; nothing is taken for granted.

    Life, the very life itself; is a perfect bliss.

    II

    I'm having quiet raya this time, been staying at home with not so many people coming's over. It's nearly perfect, one of my favorite time; to drown in my favorite books with continous cups of hot chocolate or nescafe accompanied by subtle backgrounds of light & easy collections.

    Certainly, I do not deny the comfort of a companion and a family though sometimes they indeed drive me crazy. :p

    Thursday, November 03, 2005

    It's Eid.


    Today is Eid, 1st of Syawwal 1426 and yesterday was Ramadhan.
    My wish, Eid Mubarak to all of my friends. Taqabbalallahu minna wa minkum, in sya Allah.

    Wednesday, November 02, 2005

    lepas solat subuh...

    hari ni mungkin hari terakkhir kita berpuasa.....
    ada 2 perkara yang saya fikirkn semasa seorang2 di KLIA (old passenger travelling alone)hehe... dan juga yang saya fikirkan di rumah setelah melakukan sedikit pembacaan.

    1) seringkali berlaku apabila kita tersedar untuk taat, hormat dan berkhidmat dengan baik tanpa rasa malas, tanpa rasa tak puas hati, tanpa apa2 saja rasa yang timbul dari hati yang tak berapa nak elok kepada kedua ibu bapa kita semuanya sudah terlambat.

    2) seringkali juga berlaku, apabila kita tersedar untuk beribadah dengan bersungguh-sungguh, ingin meletakkan Allah pada tempat pertama dalam hati kita, kita juga sudah terlambat.

    kemudian, saya terfikir mana satu yang paling saya takut..yang mula2 atau yang kemudiannya. akhirnya kesimpulan yang dapat saya buat ialah keduanya penting. yang pertama itu penting kerana redha Allah terletak pada redha ibu bapa. yang kedua itu pula penting kerana ia memang penting. itu tujuan kita hidup. apa sekalipun yang kita lakukan adalah kerana Allah.

    kemudian, saya pandang diri saya...pandang dalam2. apa yang saya harapkan, apa yang saya panjatkan pada Allah dalam hati saya...
    "janganlah hendaknya Allah bolak-balikkan hati ini setelah diberi hidayah, dan semoga Ramadhan akan datang masih jadi milik saya yang sempurna.saya takut.takut amat. saya mahu lakukan sesuatu....sesuatu untuk keluarga saya. berikanlah kami hidayahMu.

    Kepada sahabat2 saya,
    Mohon ampun dan maaf atas segala salah dan silap kerana saya ini cuma manusia.....
    Selamat Hari Raya
    jemputlah datang rumah. oleh kerana tahun ini mungkin tiada rumah terbuka, keputusan yang dibuat ialah hri-hari adalah rumah terbuka. jemput datang rumah ye semua =)

    Monday, October 31, 2005

    Tell Me I'm Crazy.

    I was surfing through my favorite blog of Daphne Lee (a book columnist in The Star - Tots to Teen) when I came across this word - NaNoWriMo -. Excited by Daphne's spirit and her motto - "Sign Up Now, Regret Later" I immediately clicked on the link and signed up!

    Well, I have a month to write a 50,000 words. Am I crazy? I don't know. But to think of it, I'll just sign up and go with the flow! Although I'm quite preoccupied by the festive season this month, if I managed to finish the whole thing; I'll end up with one complete novel regardless of how relevant or logical the plot or the character might be! I'm not yet sure whether to write in Malay or English, though.

    At least for now I have one complete day to think of what I'm going to write and what would be my novel title. Besides, I don't have anything serious to do in the meantime because of the holiday and doing this can keep my mind off certain things; like daydreaming?

    Why am I doing this? I don't know what exactly that inspire me. Maybe I just want to treat myself by doing something exciting once in a while. Or maybe I was moved by my dream of being a writer. Or else maybe there's no reason at all but it's just me being myself!

    Well, here are the ideas that I might be writing on;
    1. Science fiction, maybe I can use a little bit of my background basics.
    2. Melancholic love drama. I'm too dull to use romantic phrases and gestures.
    3. A philosophical literature. A bit of deep novel, thinking about life and everything.
    4. About my life, this seems to be easiest.
    5. A mixture of everything, definitely a yes! I will just babble all along the way until the end.

    In Malay or English? Most probably in English.

    Anyone else interested? Join in! Details at http://www.nanowrimo.org. It's not about whether you can write or not, it's about whether you have the gut or not! =D

    Thursday, October 27, 2005

    Home Already!!!

    All exams are done, the semester's over, and I'm finally home!!! I'm so grateful of time, a passing time is a blessing we could never comprehend without. Alhamdulillah.

    First thing first, regarding our projek makan at Chicken Rice Shop. Alhamdulillah, everything went well and everybody's happy. Even better, it was concluded with Arshana treating us with Sundae from McD. Thank you, Arshana!

    On a personal note, I'd like to thank everyone for all of the sweet presents; Isma & Nurul, Mun & Ann, Kak Op, Seetot, Arshana, Lutfi and Fauzan. This one I have to mention; to Mun and Ann - thank a zillion for that Bryan Adams's Room Service album!!! I was so surprised when I opened the wrapping that I screamed joyfully.

    If it's Hyde for Arshana, or Ramli Sarip to Nurul, then it's surely Bryan Adams for me; his voice is heaven *dreaming eyes*.

    Next, from now on things are going to be different for a while. No more class schedules, no more assignments, no more tests. It's so great to be at home, though there are few things that I did not expect. But I guess, I should stop having expectations.

    There's remaining 6000 biscuits orders I've to complete during this last week of Ramadhan. It's going to be exhausting, and I'm not going to enjoy it; but I'll do it with a big heart for my mom! Then, the usual chores; my bedroom, the two bathrooms, the kitchen, the porch. *Sob* I'm going to take one thing at a time. And *sob* again, my cats are all missing!!!

    Fuh, but I'm now getting older, my days here on earth are getting shorter; I'm not going to waste it by being miserable. I'm happy, fine and ok!!!

    Selamat Hari Raya to everyone, jemputlah datang raya rumah nanti. :)

    Wednesday, October 26, 2005

    Interesting Article on Breast Cancer

    It was posted on my friendster bulletin board. It was very interesting, knowing the possible cause of a cancer. So, I'd like to share it here. Besides, making this kinda entry will make us look more like a scientist once in a while :p
    So, please visit this page:
    I don't know whose blog it is. Credit goes to ' ILLUSIONER' and 'PAKDI' (bukan nama sebenar) . Lol I don't even know who they are.

    Tuesday, October 25, 2005

    The Whisperer of Words, The Shaper of Thought.

    I

    There’ll be some point in your life when you’d feel suddenly you’re alone. What would you do? Do you breathe in the fear and sit tight where you are, or you just smile and go on walking forward?

    The decision is yours, all yours.

    II

    I've fallen in love with poems, poems made me fall in love.

    I was not so fond of poems before, but sometimes a month ago I found this poem;

    I never was struck before that hour,
    with love so sudden and so sweet,
    his face; it bloomed like a sweet flower,
    and stole my heart way complete.
    My heart melt right away upon reading it, it was a poem by John Clare on first love. I found it in a novel by Nicholas Sparks, The Notebook. Strangely enough, I read the book many times before but I was never really noticed the poem. But that night, the poem just went into my heart, and fit my feeling perfectly.

    Then, I was introduced to Walt Whitman and his collection of poems in Leaves of Grass; also by the author Nicholas Sparks. I found his poem so spontaneous, yet it is so deep and meaningful. There were thousands of his poems in Leaves of Grass, and I'll leave with you one of his poem that made me laugh heartily, because it's so true with me.

    YOU WHOM I OFTEN AND SILENTLY COME.

    O YOU whom I often and silently come
    where you are that I may be with you,
    As I walk by your side or sit near,
    or remain in the same room with you,
    Little you know the subtle
    electric fire that for your sake
    is playing within me.

    Thursday, October 20, 2005

    Love can never goes to waste

    I'm just a little bit attracted to this piece of sentence from the song Mun pasted below,

    "When you love someone but it goes to waste,"

    Not that I don't agree with it, it's just that I think love can actually never goes to waste. When you truly love a person, you have your heart, your attention, your passion all devoted for them; how can it goes to waste?

    Even if you got left, or rejected even; you've made your choice and love should be the most beautiful thing you've ever done.

    Monday, October 17, 2005

    Fix You

    Fix You by Coldplay

    When you try your best but you don't succeed,
    When you get what you want but not what you need,
    When you feel so tired but you can't sleep,
    Stuck in reverse.

    And the tears come streaming down your face,
    When you lose something you can't replace,
    When you love someone but it goes to waste,
    Could it be worse?

    Lights will guide you home,
    And ignite your bones,
    And I will try,
    To fix you.

    And high up above or down below,
    When you're too in love to let it go,
    If you never try you'll never know,
    Just what you're worth.

    Lights will guide you home,
    And ignite your bones.
    And I will try,
    To fix you.

    The tears stream, down on your face,
    When you lose something you cannot replace,
    The tears stream, down on your face tonight,
    The tears stream, down on your face,
    I promise you I will learn from mistakes,
    The tears stream, down on your face tonight.

    Lights will guide you home,
    And ignite your bones.
    And I will try,
    To fix you.

    Lyrics courtesy of www.lyricz.com

    Why would people want to fix you?Or is there something beyond the phrase 'fix you'?I have no idea at all.
    Anyway, the song is great.

    Saturday, October 15, 2005

    The Great Truth

    I learnt the great truth today. The greatest truth I can ever get. It's painful, but I was glad. Allah has teached me tremendously through this short confusing period. I've learnt my lesson and I shall now be happy ever to lead my life knowing that I've been granted something out of this difficult time.

    Thank you, to a dear friend, for showing me the way.

    Friday, October 14, 2005

    suara ini kecil

    apa benar2 berpuasakah kita?
    Ramadhan yang datang ini disambut gembira..
    syukur masih bernafas, syukur kerana ramadhan ini masih jadi milikan
    walau tak pasti, mampukah ramadhan jadi milik diri hingga hujung nanti
    walau tak pasti, mampukah mata ini terbuka sampai hujung ramadhan nanti
    atau mungkin esok bukan milikan lagi....
    tak siapa yang tahu,itu semua rahsia.
    dalam gembira, terselit juga rasa gundah di hati, rasa serabut di kepala,
    walau dalam gerak yang nyata nampak biasa-biasa, walau dalam gerak yang nyata nampak semuanya sempurna.
    rasa takut dan sunyi itu kadangkala melanda...
    betapa hati manusia susah nak diduga
    semoga Ramadhan ini memberi sesuatu yang bermakna,
    sesuatu yang dapat dibawa hingga hujung nyawa...

    terfikir juga, betapa susah jadi manusia. mahu saja jadi cacing, mahu saja jadi burung, kerana mereka tak perlu fikir syurga, neraka.tak perlu fikir dosa, pahala. bukan tidak bersyukur jadi manusia..
    Ya Allah, kuatkanlah hati kami, hambamu yang lemah dan hina.

    The Road Less Traveled

    I think, I'm now in a lot of trouble and will be in a lot of trouble for the next 2 weeks. If trouble is not the correct word, let's call it misery. Then, in the midst of 'misery', Ati gave me this book: The Road Less Traveled by M. Scott Peck, M.D. So, what else I could do but read. The first page I read talked about problems and pain. This is the part that amused me:
    "Life is difficult.
    This is a great truth, one of the greatest truths. It is a great truth because once we truly see the truth, we transcend it. Once we truly know that life is difficult-once we truly understand and accept it-then life is no longer difficult. Because once it is accepted, the fact that life is difficult no longer matters.
    Most do not fully see this truth that life is difficult. Instead they moan or less incessantly, noisily or subtly, about the enormity of their problems, their burdens, and their difficulties as if life were generally easy, as if life should be easy. They voice their belief, noisily or subtly, that their difficulties represent a unique kind of affliction that should not be and that has somehow been visited upon them, or else upon their families, their tribe, their class, their nation, their race or even their species, and not upon others. I know about this moaning because I have done my share.
    Life is a series of problems. Do we want to moan about them or solve them?"
    You know what I think?I do moan you know, about this and that, about how I cannot do this and that, about how I cannot deal with my own feelings and the list goes on. Oh boy, what an ungrateful person I am! I know that life is difficult, but I guess, I don't quite understand and accept it. That explains why I moan. Occasionally I hope.
    My life is beautiful. It is blessed with a loving family, caring friends, peaceful surroundings and lots of blessings that I cannot list here. Being able to handle our life systematically is a form of problem solving. So, if there were people out there who think that their life is not 'problematic' enough, think again.

    Whew! - What A Dream I Had

    Last night I had a dream.

    I'm not sure whether it is a nightmare or a good dream. There were both good and bad things, well, not really bad things, but thing that keeps me confused and scared lately.

    Some might say that dream is just one of sleep's lullaby, some others believe that dream is a result of your subconcious mind trying to tell something to you. As for me, I don't know. But sometimes I know when I dreamed, it means I have something to think about, something to resolve, something that needs my attention.

    The dream last night exactly depicts what was in my heart and my head these few days. I dreamt I met my 'teacher' that I've been looking forward to meet and to talk to, my 'teacher' was walking with a companion, which is as strange as it is, turned out to be that someone that I've been trying to talk to but unfortunately to this time had never actually noticed me.

    (Okay, I know it sounds pathetic but I believe it's important to acknowledge what I feel and what I think, and that actually had never left me feeling inadequate about myself - Thanks to Morrie Shwartz)

    Well, exactly as it is. My 'teacher' waited for me and listened to all my stories while from time to time he keeps writing in a monitor telling me what to do (though I didn't get to see what was written, well, I guess that's the point of a dream), whereas that Mr. Someone keep walking ahead not ever turning back looking at me.

    I woke up this morning having a bad headache but unfortunately feeling very happy. I told myself; "Wow, miss. You really have to get these things sorted out soon."

    Remember when I put forward a question, why everything is never as it seems? Well, I think I get the answer; that’s the whole point! You never know how life will turns out. Only Allah knows. You can only plan, and especially you can only hope. The rest will be determined by Allah. And you really have to have a firm faith to believe that. You really have to have a firm belief in Him that He’ll always make the best out of everything.

    I especially love this excerpt from my companion book, Don't Be Sad;
    "Verily, with hardship there is relief."

    Eating follows hunger, drinking follows thirst, sleep comes after restlessness, and health takes the place of sickness. The lost will find their way, the one in difficulty will find relief, and the day will follow the night.

    Inform the night of a coming morning, the light of which will permeate the mountains and valleys. Give to the afflicted tidings of a sudden relief that will reach them with the speed of light or with the blinking of an eye.

    If you see that the dessert extends for miles and miles, then know that beyond that distance are green meadows with plentiful shade. If you see the rope tighten and tighten, know that it will snap.

    Tears are followed by smile, fear is replaced by comfort, and anxiety is overthrown by serenity.

    Benjamin Franklin said; "those things that hurt, instruct." And I said; "just believe in Allah, an everything will turn out ok!"

    So, no matter what happens; I will always believe. Nothing's going to change that.

    Final Exam for Sem I, 2005/ 06

    1. 16 October 2005: Parenting exam
    2. 20 October 2005: Principles of Cell and Tissue Culture
    3. 22 October 2005: UNGS 2040
    4. 22 October 2005: Genetics
    5. 23 October 2005: UNGS 2050
    6. 25 October 2005: Calculus for Biotechnology
    7. 26 October 2005: Bioprocess I

    And a special addition, on 25th of October 2005, we're having iftar together, courtesy of Yati who will be celebrating her last few days of being a teenager. Welcome to the feeling of being old.

    Wednesday, October 12, 2005

    Ok, The Real Updates (We're as Busy as Bee)

    The girls have been telling me that this blog need to be spiced up a little bit, it's sort of has lose its touch recently. Well, I don't exactly know how to make this blog more bloggy, or to make this blog more our-ish or biotechnologist-ish. But I guess one thing is for sure, we'll just have to keep writing.

    Ok, what are we doing now?

    Quizzes, lab reports, classes, more classes, and some replacement classes. Things are getting out of hand, and with final exams just a week away I'm not sure how we'll manage except to believe that all we can do is to make the most of the time we have and do our best. These are our list of things-to-do so far;

    Lab report
    - Media Preparation
    - Bacterial Transformation
    - Seed Germination

    Assignment
    -Calculus

    Quiz
    - Tissue Culture
    - Bioprocess

    Then, we're going to have Parenting final exam this Sunday at 9 am.

    Now, come the side stories;

    You always can tell for sure when someone's at home is missing you. Few days ago, at 7 am in the morning my mom called me and asked;

    "Ati, tau tak kettle kuning tu dekat mana?"

    I was like, ha? My mom went on talking about she can't find the kettle and it has to be there by next week because everyone will be at home and we're going to need it to boil the water that is enough for everyone.

    Suddenly, I realized; my mom missed me! Happy at the thought of it I immediately teased my mom, that I've been away from home for almost two months and that kettle could've move everywhere!

    Well, that's what happen when you're the only person that is reliable at home (I told many times before, my brothers are hopeless). You get to be your parent's favorite daughter! (Anyway, my mom and dad don't have any other daughters. Haha)

    (Sheesh, what am I babbling here?)

    Ok, the final message. Will everyone still be here at the 26th of October? If so, I would love to invite all of you to buka puasa sama-sama (probably at Chicken Rice Shop KL Central). This is the catch, it's free of charge. So kalau nak ikut, jom!

    This invitation is only open for all contributors of this blog; Arshana, Amer, Ann, Fauzan, Isma, Lutfi, Mun, Nurul, Seetot and Kak Sofie.

    Tuesday, October 11, 2005

    Cerita kita...

    Selesai berbuka puasa sementara menunggu Isyak, saya capai buku motivasi untuk isi masa lapang. (err..tension dengan lecturer tc sebetulnya). Tengah2 baca buku saya tergerak hati untuk kongsi bersama tentang apa yang saya jumpa. Ini ada kaitan dengan manusia. Fakta ini agak menarik dan lucu. Menurut ahli materialis seperti Darwin dan Freud, tubuh manusia ialah 140 kati dengan bahan2 berikut:
    • Lemak yang boleh membuat 7 ketul sabun. (jimat duit…)
    • Karbon yang boleh membuat 7 batang ‘rosos’ (saya sendiri pun tidak tahu apa itu rosos)
    • Fosfor yang boleh membuat 120 kepala mancis.
    • Garam magnesium sekadar layak diminum satu kali untuk melawaskan buang air besar (saya blurr tapi hahaha…)
    • Kapur simen yang cukup untuk memutihkan satu petak reban ayam (saya tak pasti seluas mana)
    • Besi yang boleh digunakan untuk membuat sebatang paku sederhana besar.
    • Kibrate yang cukup untuk menyucikan satu kulit anjing daripada kutu2 di bulunya (kucing pun boleh rasanya…)
    • Air sepuluh gelen.

    Al-Quran telah memberi penjelasan dengan lengkap tentang kejadian manusia iaitu daripada tanah. (Al Hijr, 28-29) korang check sendiri la nanti lagipun bulan puasa dapat banyak pahala.

    Menurut kajian Ali Mutawi, manusia mempunyai 92 unsur seperti yang terdapat dalam unsur2 bumi. Kandungan unsur yang terdapat dalam tubuh manusia adalah mengikut kadar tugas yang diperlukan oleh tubuh, umpamanya kalsium dan fosforus berfungsi sebagai anasir pembentukan tulang. Kandungan unsur bumi terdapat dalam diri manusia kerana manusia makan hasil bumi sejak dari kandungan lagi. Tak caye? Sayur kangkung goreng yang korang beli kat café tu sebenarnya tersusun daripada unsur2 tanah yang diserap secara langsung dari bumi. Apabila manusia makan, berpindahlah unsur2 tanah ke tubuhnya. Apabila manusia, haiwan dan tumbuhan mati, semuanya hancur dan bertukar menjadi unsur2 yang asal dan akan kembali ke tanah. Conclusion nya hidup kita ni macam pusingan. Apa yang kita peroleh hari ni akan dipulangkan kembali. Mudah-mudahan Ramadhan ni, memberi makna kehidupan sebenar dalam diri kita.

    Sunday, October 09, 2005

    In loving memories of "Hitam", 4 Ramadhan 1426.

    Have you ever wonder how much difference there is between the existence and the absence of something?

    At one time, he's there. Jumping playfully around you, pushing his wet nose to your hand, to your face, to your eyes. You look at him, amazed at how a tiny being is made so full of spirit that it nourishes the diminishing hope in your hearts.

    Then, at another time, he's there. Sleeping peacefully, his chest rise and fall perfectly as it should be. Silently you yearn to be just like him, without a slight care to the world he's just happy all the time. You smile at him and as if he knows, he opened his eyes slowly looking at you just to assure you that he understood.

    These are set in you memories, something that you will never forget. He clings onto your heart, evermore.

    Suddenly, just like a blink of an eye, one word change it all.

    He's not there anymore.

    You tried to reach out, to hold, to touch.You tried to feel again that warm feeling of love, of belonging, and of compassion.

    Nothing, empty, lifeless.

    You felt your hands cold, your body shivers, something from the past is coming to the back of your head. Everything turned black, you felt helpless, confused, scared. All strengths that you've been building all this while vanished, it diffused out you cannot see where it goes.

    And it breaks your heart to admit that he has left you now, forever.

    Read: Ramadhan's Surprise, A Tribute

    Friday, October 07, 2005

    Do you have fears in life?

    Sometimes you’d think life can be so cruel. You sit and ask yourself why life happens the way it is without you ever understand any of it. Your heart is aching and yearning to figure out your destinies that are for the time being is a dark region to your eyes.

    Sometimes you’d feel almost like you’re blind, not knowing where to go, what to choose and whom to trust. The world is against you, everything seems to betray you. You’re alone, and nobody ever care.

    Sometimes you’d wonder how people can live so happy, so carefree like they never had problems. Though you know deep down inside that everyone have their own problems, you insist on believing that you have the worst and that entitle you the right to cry over it.

    Sometimes you’d just think, why everything is never as it seems?

    I just want to know the truth, please tell me the truth.

    I once told a friend that love is about choice, but he didn't seems to agree with me. Now even I doubt what I was once believed, each day passes by and I'm still surprised of the fact that this time; I cannot be in control.

    Wednesday, October 05, 2005

    Ramadhan al-Mubarak

    Mulus Carian al-Qadr

    Kita carikkan selimut dengkur
    Yang sering berjahit mimpi
    Bangkit mencari mulus rahsia
    Meneroka ujana Ramadhan
    Bakal kita kucup haruman fadilat
    Dalam kuntum hikmahnya
    Kita meraut bilah-bilah nafsu
    Dengan lembut benturan Ramadhan
    Menghitung butiran tasbih dalam hening iktikaf
    Menakung air mata dalam bening sesalan khilaf

    Subuh begini
    Kita bersaksikan langit bercahaya
    Menyuluh laluan malaikat
    Naik turun menabur rahmat
    Membawa amalan ke tangan Tuhan

    Kita cari al-Qadr dalam rahsia Tuhan
    Moga ketemu panglima segala malam
    Di penghujung witir, di lendit pengharapan

    Nasriah Salam, K.Bharu
    Dipetik dari: Nur Oktober ‘05

    Monday, October 03, 2005

    I'm being nostalgic, so beware.

    It's raining this morning, and for some reasons; it made me happy.

    What do I like so much about rain?

    It reminds me of my childhood, my hometown.

    See, I grew up where the rains never stop when it comes to the ends of the year. Years ago, when there is yet few buildings and traffics; my brothers and I have always looking forward to December. It's going to be raining, the place going to be flooded with water. It means holiday, so we can play.

    I remember waking up at nights waiting for the water level to increase, measuring again and again how soon it will be before they invade my house.

    Once when I was about four or five years old, the flood got into the second level of our house we have to get tables from the school canteen to put our belongings, and while my mom and dad were busy getting things organized, my bro and I would be busy killing worms in our floats.

    Then, the year that I remember most was 1995. I was 10, and at the time my father was not home as he works every two weeks outside the country. My bro who was at the time studying at UM had to come home to help my mom manage the house and especially, us. my youngest bro was only three years old back then.

    This time, our house already had the third floor. Well, mind you, though, my house was not a bungalow. The upper storey was made up entirely of wood, and the best thing is, it is entirely mine! I remember everytime I fell asleep downstair at night in my parent's room, I always pretended that I was not awake so my father would carry me upstair.

    Ok, back to the story. So, since it's flooding. All of us had to sleep upstair in my room. Everytime we need someting to buy, my bro would get on the 'sampan' to get to the main road. Then on the evenings, all of us would head to my aunt's house (you see, back when I was at my hometown, all six to seven houses in a row were all my father's immediate family) to get my uncle's sampan. We'd go around the school (the houses at the areas are located around a primary school; you wonder the name of the school? Sek. Keb. Pusat, Jerteh), poking the worms on the fences, talking to old folks. Tired, we'd get back to our aunt's house four our final course; ubi kayu rebus celup sambal.

    Well, that's about it. My family no longer live in that house, it's half torn now. The house where we live now is fully made of hard, cold pieces of rock (so to speak), with neighbours I never get to know. And the only flood of the year was when it's raining, and a four-wheel vehicles passing by pushing brown, dirty water into our porch. My bro though are still very protective of me, would never play with me or share our silly jokes again.

    Time has changed, so do we people. I definitely missed that moment. I know it would not come back, but the memory I have, I treasure for as long as I shall live.

    Thursday, September 29, 2005

    Field trip ke IMR : All Boys

    Mari membaca
    Bob di pangkuan Hanafi. Syahdunya.
    In the middle.
    Sindrom Klinefelter
    Dr. Qabir:
    Biotech Manhunt
    A walk to remember.....

    Br. Henry.......
    Self-picture: Tak berjaya menyembunyikan jerawat lagi.

    Wednesday, September 28, 2005

    From The Darkest Hours

    Last night I cried.

    Somehow I felt betrayed. I was let down.

    I felt like bricks of old memories falling down on my head, hitting and hurting my heart, leaving an overnight pain in my chest that no words can describe. My throats tightened; I refuse to think of anything, anymore.

    It takes a lifetime to trust someone, but one word destroys it all.

    That's how easy life can be, yet how cruel it can get.

    I refuse to think of anything anymore, thus, you I bid farewell.

    *The whole story presented here is NOT, in any ways, based on true stories. Yet, somehow I think it can always be related to anyone's personal experience. You might agree, or you might not, but I request you to think about it.

    Wednesday, September 21, 2005

    How to win a Nobel Prize

    Be born at the right time, go to the right place, find the right problem, work with the right people and get the right committee – Prof Sydney Brenner shares his secret to winning a Nobel Prize with TAN SHIOW CHIN.

    NOBEL Prize winner Prof Brenner says he knows too much and therefore tries to forget things – this is in the conviction that the state of ignorance will lead to discoveries.

    Therefore, his advice to young researchers is for them to “exploit your ignorance”. At the same time, he cautioned that “too much ignorance is not good”.

    In his opinion, established scientists have too much knowledge and this prevents them from conducting basic experiments that might lead to new discoveries.

    Said Prof Brenner in a light vein: “I know too much now, but I’m trying to forget things. I think I shall soon reach that wonderful state of ignorance that is conducive to discoveries.”

    He was addressing young scientists and researchers at a talk organised by the Academy of Sciences Malaysia (ASM) at Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia (UKM) recently in support of the government’s goal of producing a Malaysian Nobel Prize winner by 2020.

    The roomful of students and lecturers listened attentatively to the Nobel Prize winner for Physiology or Medicine 2002 who also authored the book How to Win a Nobel Prize.

    Prof Brenner said the same question “how to win a Nobel Prize” was asked by a Chinese student via e-mail about a month before the Nobel Prize banquet in December 2002.

    Inspired by the question, he decided that his banquet speech would be about how to win a Nobel Prize.

    He recalled: “The speech went something like this: First, you have to be born at the right time. Then, you have to go to the right place, for example, Cambridge.

    “Then, you have to find the right problem, for example, DNA (deoxyribonucleic acid). Then you have to find the right people to work with.

    “Then you have to get the right Nobel Prize committee, with a chairman discerning enough to appreciate your work.”

    Worms and mRNA

    Born in Germiston, South Africa, in 1927, Prof Brenner developed a love of science early in his life.

    “I’ve wanted to do science since I was three years old. I’ve always been interested in nature,” said Prof Brenner whose visit to Malaysia was sponsored by the British Council.

    Entering medical school at the age of 15, he soon discovered that his passion lay in research, particularly in the area of cells and their functions.

    This passion led him from South Africa to Oxford and Cambridge in the United Kingdom to Berkeley and La Jolla, California, in the United States.

    It was in Cambridge that he and his colleagues, Prof H. Robert Horvitz and Sir John E. Sulston, conducted the research that led to their winning the Nobel Prize in 2002.

    The Nobel committee awarded them the prize for “their discoveries concerning the genetic regulation of organ development and programmed cell death”.

    Their research revolved around mapping out and analysing the genome of the roundworm Caenorhabditis elegans.

    In particular, they identified the key genes involved in regulating organ development and programmed cell death, and showed that corresponding genes exist in higher species, including man.

    These discoveries have led to a new understanding of the cause and progress of many diseases including cancer, stroke and neurodegenerative diseases.

    While it was his work with C. elegans that won him the Nobel Prize, it is another discovery of his that constitutes an essential component of college biology textbooks the world over.

    In the early 1960s, Prof Brenner established the existence of messenger ribonucleic acid (mRNA), which carries the information contained in DNA sequences to ribosomes outside the cell nucleus that use the information to synthesise proteins in the cell.

    He also demonstrated that it is the nucleotide sequence of the mRNA that determines the order of amino acids in proteins.

    Along with Prof Francis Crick, one of the discoverers of the structure of DNA, Prof Brenner proposed that a single amino acid is coded for by a triplet (three nucleotides) of RNA.



    Advice to young scientists

    He also told his audience: “You don’t need complicated machines to do science. A lot of science can be done directly.”

    According to him, the best scientists are craftsman who know how to formulate and conduct experiments.

    “We live in an era of complete information overload,” he said, referring to modern technology that enables scientists to analyse objects atom by atom.

    Just a list of what constitutes an object is of no use, he commented.

    He advised students to “try to read the classics that teach you how to solve problems, not those that just give you a list of what there is”.

    In closing, he said: “The most important thing about science is that it’s the one job that pays you to have fun.

    “My children were always very resentful that they had to go to school and sit at a desk to study while daddy got to go to the lab and play.

    “The other important thing is that science is a craft you have to cultivate.

    “And remember, as scientists, we owe a responsibility to all living things and all humanity.”

    In an earlier engagement, Prof Brenner also spoke on Humanity’s Genes at ASM’s 10th anniversary celebrations at the Institute for Medical Research (IMR).

    The Nobel laureate is currently a Distinguished Research Professor with The Salk Institute for Biological Studies in La Jolla, California, and the co-chair of Singapore’s International Advisory Council for biomedical sciences.

    He is actively involved in research on the genome of the Japanese puffer fish Fugu rubrips.

    birthday alert!

    HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO FAUZAN!!!You are now 'officially' an adult! (^_^)

    Saturday, September 17, 2005

    Talk: Dr. Klaus on Omega-3

    Dr. Klaus Wahle from the Robert Gordon University Aberdeen, Scotland paid us a visit last week. He was scheduled for a talk on Tuesday but due to the water cut, it was postponed to yesterday. All of us managed to squeeze some of our time, by getting ourselves an excuse letter, to go for this once in a lifetime opportunity. It's not always we get someone from Scotland.

    The talk started around 10.00 am. Started off with some intro by the MC who was Dr. Klaus' ex-student (together with his wife). Followed by the Dean's speech. Then it was the real deal.

    Dr. Klaus explained the importance of omega-3. Omega-3 is a lipid. But not your everyday lipid. This is a polyunsaturated fatty acid (PUFA). It's rich with double bonds, which is good for you. Unless the get hydrogenated, which would then be bad. Real bad. Omega-3 is found mainly in fish. So, stock up on your fish. But it is originally from plankton and algaes.

    Dr. Klaus explained about the mechanisms involved and the advantages. I personally understood what he was saying during the first 1/2 hour. But for the next 1/2 hour, I was pretty lost. It was a wee bit to technical for me.

    His talk was real good. He managed to infuse a bit of humour in it, making it even more enjoyable. And if you listen carefully, you can actually catch a bit of his Scottish accent. Apparently he's German, but he's been in Scotland so long, he said that he should be McWahle. Haha. Funny man he is.

    After his talk, it was the usual Q & A session. Mostly by the lecturers. There wasn't much students anyway. During that session, we pretty much heard all sorts of English. Ranging from Japanese english to Bangladesh english, Malaysian english to God knows what else. No offence. It just shows how diverse we are, on a positive note.

    The entire affair finished around 12.20 pm. There was lunch which was pretty shocking to my discovery. But I'm not complaining. We skipped Parenting class. It felt marvelous. And we'll be getting an excuse letter for that. Isn't it great when you have connections everywhere? :)

    p/s: I have Dr. Klaus' picture, but I'm too lazy to use the card reader which is very troublesome. I tried looking it up on the net, but it's too small. Might as well not put any then.

    a great experience

    i don't wanna write a long entry but i would like to suggest u guys to read a really long entry.i accidentally found this link when i was checking out lutfi's blog. just click here. i envy this particular person because of his great experience.mmg best giler!!!!! if i was in his shoes,i cannot possibly imagine what would i do.ceh.but it is worth to be noted that i'm not weak..or at least not very weak...

    Wednesday, September 14, 2005

    Jelaskan pada saya bagaimana...

    Beri pendapat anda tentang perkara ini...
    "Belajar menggunakan hati "
    Thanks....

    Susahnya mencari kawan yang baik.....

    Bukannya senang nak cari kawan yang baik.
    Bukan senang juga nak menjadi kawan yang baik.

    Kawan yang baik tak pernah mengumpat di belakang kawan baiknya.
    Kawan yang baik tak pernah cemburu dengan kejayaan kawan baiknya.
    Sebaliknya kawan yang baiklah yang paling banyak membantu kawan baiknya untuk mencapai kejayaan.

    Kawan yang baik tak pernah mempengaruhi kawan baiknya untuk membuat perkara yang buruk dan sia-sia.
    Kawan yang baik adalah orang yang selalu menasihati kawan baiknya untuk berbuat kebaikan.

    Kawan yang baik adalah orang pertama yang akan dicari bila tiba masa sedih atau gembira.
    Kawan baik menjadi tempat kita meluahkan perasaan yang tak dapat diluahkan kepada kawan biasa.

    Kawan yang baik tak pernah memaksa kawan baiknya untuk sentiasa berada di sisinya.
    Kawan yang baik tak pernah melarang kawan baiknya untuk berkawan dengan kawan yang baik.
    Kawan yang baik tak pernah cemburu jika kawan baiknya mempunyai ramai kawan baik, kerana kawan yang baik tahu apa yang paling baik untuk kawan baiknya.

    Kawan yang baik akan sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan dan kebahagiaan kawan baiknya di dunia dan di akhirat di dalam doanya.

    Kita adalah kawan yang baik jika kita faham bahawa kawan baik kita bukanlah seorang yang sempurna.
    Kita adalah kawan yang baik jika kita menjadi kawan yang baik kepada kawan baik kita.

    Kita bukanlah kawan yang baik jika kita tidak menghargai kawan baik kita, kerana kawan yang baik akan sentiasa menghargai kawan baiknya.

    Kita bukanlah kawan yang baik jika kita tidak memberitahu perkara yang baik kepada kawan baik kita, kerana kawan yang baik akan selalu menyampaikan perkara yang baik kepada kawan baiknya.

    Jadi, adakah kita seorang kawan yang baik?


    Sumber: email yang dihantar oleh seorg kawan yg baik.

    Tuesday, September 13, 2005

    Field Trip: CSR

    Yesterday's field trip was to Central Sugars Refinery Sdn. Bhd. which is located in Batu 3, Shah Alam. It was part of the Bioprocess class activity.

    Left the U at 8.30 am. Reached the factory about 9.30 am, which was earlier than scheduled. They didn't let us in. Wandered around in the nearby Shah Alam mosque. Headed back at 10.15 am. They let us in this time.

    Had a short briefing by Mr. Chong. He explained to us the whole process of refining sugar from raw sugar till the end product, which is the one marketed. A short Q&A session. Mr. Chong took us to the factory. It was hot, smelly (if you hate the smell of sugar cane) and the floor was sticky. It was quite a short tour. We were glad it was over. No one was willing to stay any longer in there.

    Headed back to the briefing area. It had air-con. Phew! Q&A session. Later joined by a Cik Aniza (was that her name?). She answered a few questions before distributing small packets of sample sugar. Before headed back to the U, stopped to have lunch and pray. Reached back at the U at 3.00 pm.

    It was definitely an eye-opening experience. I believe not all of us have been to a factory. Even though the process of sugar refining is not a fermentation process, I believe the whole point of this trip was to show us the unit operations involved in massive manufacturing of products.

    High and Dry

    The university seems to be having a tough semester this time around. First it was the haze. Which led to darurat and 2 days of holiday. Everyone was so happy with the extra holidays. Including me.

    Then, there's lecturers who are now currently 'fighting' their way to get time to teach us thanks to missing loads of classes. We are so sought after these days. Tsk, tsk.

    And the latest addition, water woes. The oil spill was quite massive. The taps have been running dry since Sunday. In some places in the U, it was gone since Friday itself. Some poor souls decided to stay in hotels. Will other fortunate souls like myself can find solace at home. Hehe. Because of this, we get another 2 days off. Of course this will make most people jump in joy. More holidays. C'mon, how can anyone be sad over that?

    Well, I am. More unexpected holidays means more replacement class. We are already lagging behind time with all our classes. With this, it's just makes things far worse. The university was thinking about revising their schedule for the end-semester holidays due to Raya, in which they decided to make the exams earlier and canceling the revision period. Or something along that line.

    Now with plenty of 'revision periods' in our hands, the university might as well revert ot its original plan cause this is definitely not going to work. We have plenty of classes to catch up on. The debate has been postponed. We haven't even finished with the mid-term exams. The Calculus tuition will also be brought forward. Not to mention the talk by Dr. Klaus from Scotland which I was so looking forward to go to. And experiments with the reports. The lecturer which will be going to continue his studies has to finish teaching us before he leaves. But if this keeps going on, I don't know where it's gonna leave is.

    Let's just hope this 'messy' semester will not repeat. Ever again.